guess I’m the greatest love I ever had
Chocolate mahogany skin the heart of yours
is who im trying to win
fairytales never seemed so real
because you keep me dreaming
lost in a lustful world of sin
kisses so refreshing
body so tempting
deeply in love into this web
instead of running away i dnt want it to end
frustrated when its gone for too long im longing for you
all of you
even when your distant i feel you near
and even when you piss me off i want you here
these feelings seems to be so rare
and then i have to cope with departure and its so unfair
but no one can replace the rush you instill in me
it seems so crazy but i think ive finally found something for foreva
and who better to share it with than with than someone
who can make me smile through whateva
Through the stormy & bad weather
i knew i had you to make it better.
The unlawful acts of love & the driven motive to care
is what kept us together.
But the gossip & deception is what tore us apart.
Even though things were rough you never broke our bond
gave me the strength to carry on
the smile to brighten the day
& the energy to believe that things one day will be okay
theres not enough thank you’s to show you the appreciation
& theres not enough I love you’s to show you the dept of my love
but showing has always been better than speaking simple words.
We’ve gone through being strangers, to lovers, to strangers all over again.
In this battle to keep an us I feel like there is no win to this end.
Though im speaking figuritvely can’t you feel the words coming to life.
The thought of someone else kissing you feels like ive just been struck by a knife
but i guess when one moves on there’s nothing else you can do to make it right.
Forever there will be a place in my heart
not like all the other places cause in this place it seems kind of dark
ive always wanted to tell you how much i loved you but i guess its over before it starts
the journey no longer a path and the clouds have started to clear
im no longer hurting, the pain has turned into fear
i just wanted to let you know…
im forever thinking of you
my first love, my dear.
So, theres been a lot of recent events in my life that has finally made me feel the need to put my tumblr account to use. NOT only will there be some modifications but i am finally letting the world into my poetic world. I sure hope that what you read from this point going forward is enjoyed as much as i enjoy putting the pieces together.